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I would not do this because of reservations on my part, having primarily to do with skepticism concerning the existence of a medicine world, and because I was not Kaiila. - (Blood Brothers of Gor, Chapter 35, Sentence #128)

The purification of the bather is its principal objective, the readying of the bather for the awesome task of seeking the dream or vision. My helpers, tending the fire and aiding with the stones, were Canka and Cuwignaka. I did not follow the order of the ritual in all respects nor keep the ceremony in the exactitude of all its details. I would not do this because of reservations on my part, having primarily to do with skepticism concerning the existence of a medicine world, and because I was not Kaiila. Not being Kaiila I would have felt it improper or irreverent, if not dishonest, profane, sacrilegious or blasphemous, to do so. My feelings and decisions in these matters were understood and respected by Canka as well as Cuwignaka. Nonetheless, as one sits alone in the darkened interior of the sweat lodge, with one's head down between one's knees, to keep from fainting and to help stand the heat, one has a great deal of time to think. - (Blood Brothers of Gor)