Results Details

I wanted him to find me acceptable once more, as he had before, as the animal I was, a slave, but perhaps one of some interest. - (Conspirators of Gor, Chapter 18, Sentence #1033)

I fear my lip trembled. How different he was from the men of Earth! How helpless, and slave, I was, on my knees before him. I wanted him to pay me attention. I wanted him to find me acceptable once more, as he had before, as the animal I was, a slave, but perhaps one of some interest. Please, oh, Master, I thought, let me speak, let me speak! I have so much I want to say, so much I want to tell you, so much for which to beg forgiveness! Yes, I so wanted to be permitted to speak, and yet, now, some days since my sentencing, I feared even to beg mutely for the restoration of that coveted privilege, lest even that might displease him. It would be done, the sentence's rescinding, if at all, at his wish, not mine. But as much as I wished to be allowed to speak, and as much as that deprivation cost me in helplessness and misery, what hurt me most was his neglect, his ignoring of me. - (Conspirators of Gor)