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| 39 | 140 | And when I View more quotes about learned">learned of collars, stunned, startled, and almost fainting, almost losing consciousness, in my junior year in high school, that there should even be such things, I knew that I belonged in one, and wanted one. |
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| 39 | 137 | It was put on my neck. |
| 39 | 138 | But it belonged there. |
| 39 | 139 | I had known since puberty, even before I knew of collars, that one belonged on my neck. |
| 39 | 140 | And when I learned of collars, stunned, startled, and almost fainting, almost losing consciousness, in my junior year in high school, that there should even be such things, I knew that I belonged in one, and wanted one. |
| 39 | 141 | I wanted to love and serve, selflessly and choicelessly, to belong, to be owned, to be possessed, to be subject to the rope and chain, to be subject to the whip, to be mastered. |
| 39 | 142 | I wanted to be a slave at my master's feet! How such thoughts tormented me! How I tried to fight them, and thrust them from me! How terrible I must be! Could I be so degraded a creature? Surely I was alone, terribly alone. |
| 39 | 143 | Surely I was utterly different from tens of millions of other women? I must fight myself. |