Book 32. (1 results) Smugglers of Gor (Individual Quote)
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| 41 | 33 | I had View more quotes about come">come home to myself, and could not again leave myself, even if I had wished to do so, but I did not have that wish. |
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Book 32. (7 results) Smugglers of Gor (Context Quote)
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| 41 | 30 | Whereas there are doubtless terrors associated with the collar, there is also a certain freedom, from our own self-imprisonments. |
| 41 | 31 | Certainly a thousand frustrations, fears, lies, and conflicts were avoided. |
| 41 | 32 | I had the sense that wars were done and, in losing, I had won. |
| 41 | 33 | I had come home to myself, and could not again leave myself, even if I had wished to do so, but I did not have that wish. |
| 41 | 34 | I was choiceless, and would have it no other way. |
| 41 | 35 | It would have been my choice to be choiceless. |
| 41 | 36 | How free I then was! Everything was now objective, and natural. |
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Whereas there are doubtless terrors associated with the collar, there is also a certain freedom, from our own self-imprisonments.
Certainly a thousand frustrations, fears, lies, and conflicts were avoided.
I had the sense that wars were done and, in losing, I had won.
I had come home to myself, and could not again leave myself, even if I had wished to do so, but I did not have that wish.
I was choiceless, and would have it no other way.
It would have been my choice to be choiceless.
How free I then was! Everything was now objective, and natural.
- (Smugglers of Gor)