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It was not only that I mistrusted him, but, strangely, I had begun to mistrust myself. - (Captive of Gor, Chapter 11, Sentence #376)

That seemed safer. "Perhaps, Master," I whispered, lips timidly parted, slightly smiling. I did not want to face him frontally, for fear I would suddenly find myself wrapped in his arms, and who knew what might then happen. It was not only that I mistrusted him, but, strangely, I had begun to mistrust myself. I had found, over the recent weeks of my bondage, to my fury, that men were becoming ever more interesting and attractive to me. How this thought angered me! I must struggle against it! Part of this was doubtless simply because I was in bondage and the effect of this on a female is no secret. She is dressed, if dressed, in a certain way, which excites both her and men; she must obey; she is familiar with bonds and being made helpless, which, aside from the security involved, impresses the mastery upon her and is sexually stimulating; she is vulnerable, and she is, for most practical purposes, legally and institutionally accessible, accessible as a female; indeed, legally and institutionally, as she is an animal in the eyes of the law, she is literally, and thus is accessible as, literally, a female animal; certainly she is owned, and she knows, particularly if she is a pleasure slave, that she is intended for, is seen in terms of, and exists for, the pleasures of men. - (Captive of Gor)