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Almost immediately I had feared that I might have been taken from myself, denied to myself, and plunged into the loneliness, the estrangement, the alienation, the meaninglessness, the misery, the despair of freedom. - (Quarry of Gor, Chapter 11, Sentence #652)

When I had hurried to Master Addison on the walkway, I had, as had seemed appropriate under the circumstances, he being of Earth, and such, and I being confused and startled, and emotionally in tumult, astounded at seeing him, mouthed expected, prescribed bromides about despair, misery, shame, deliverance, rescue, release, liberation, and such. Surely that seemed appropriate at the moment. Would not such things be expected of me? But, too, almost immediately, I had seen through the fraudulence of such an act. Almost immediately I had feared that I might have been taken from myself, denied to myself, and plunged into the loneliness, the estrangement, the alienation, the meaninglessness, the misery, the despair of freedom. Let the free be free, and the slaves be slaves. I had found the fulfillment of my deepest desires, urges, needs, and being on Gor. I was fearful of being imprisoned in a freedom imposed on me, one foreign to my own nature. - (Quarry of Gor)