Book 11. (1 results) Slave Girl of Gor (Individual Quote)
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| 4 | 834 | It was as View more quotes about though">though I were trying to understand myself, my deepest emotions and needs. |
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Book 11. (7 results) Slave Girl of Gor (Context Quote)
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| 4 | 831 | I knew I was a slave girl, legally, irrefutably; the brand told me that; but I wondered on a deeper question, one beyond legalities and institutions; I wondered if I were truly, in my heart, a female slave. |
| 4 | 832 | This question troubled me deeply. |
| 4 | 833 | I had, since my branding, experienced profoundly ambivalent feelings on this matter. |
| 4 | 834 | It was as though I were trying to understand myself, my deepest emotions and needs. |
| 4 | 835 | At times I had been on the brink of surrendering myself to myself, acknowledging to my horrified conscious mind forbidden truths, long-denied realities, speaking of a venerable, long-suppressed, antique nature, one antedating huts of straw and limestone caves. |
| 4 | 836 | I did not know what dispositions slept latent in my genetic structures, dispositions inapt and out of place in the artificial world within the strictures of which I had been conditioned. |
| 4 | 837 | A nature, like the growth of a tree, the shape of a bush, may be clipped and thwarted. |
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I knew I was a slave girl, legally, irrefutably; the brand told me that; but I wondered on a deeper question, one beyond legalities and institutions; I wondered if I were truly, in my heart, a female slave.
This question troubled me deeply.
I had, since my branding, experienced profoundly ambivalent feelings on this matter.
It was as though I were trying to understand myself, my deepest emotions and needs.
At times I had been on the brink of surrendering myself to myself, acknowledging to my horrified conscious mind forbidden truths, long-denied realities, speaking of a venerable, long-suppressed, antique nature, one antedating huts of straw and limestone caves.
I did not know what dispositions slept latent in my genetic structures, dispositions inapt and out of place in the artificial world within the strictures of which I had been conditioned.
A nature, like the growth of a tree, the shape of a bush, may be clipped and thwarted.
- (Slave Girl of Gor)